KEEP IN MIND THIS IS A TRUE STORY!
Have you ever seen a man or a woman in a store or at a bar or a cafe and thought wow what would it be like to kiss those lips or thought WOW he/she must be really good in bed well the same as a pick on face book and OMG the poker world !!!
See if you have never been on this is how it is.
1. You pick a table and sit
2. Just like real life you look around the table to see how much everyone has.
3. You get the Hello Tammy on side chat.
4. You look at the pick (See just like real life)
This is what happens to one of my friend’s yes this is how it all starts.......
then you say hello back and then the buddy request happens (I get this all the time only because I have 90 million chips and just like real life men want a woman to take care of them) This is not a piss on you man thing it is the truth and in so many cases this is something a woman looks for as well.
But in some cases this is an open invite in to the world of poker love!
now I have heard a lot of things but I have to say that like real life there is Jalousie omg can you imagine this is so funny a person who get mad over you sitting a poker table and talking to others can you pitcher that (LMFAO)
So this is where this story begins......
So she meets guys and they get talking about everything (well almost)
How's your day?
What's new?
And then it goes to NH - this is what is known as nice hand..... Then you say TY.... Thank you... and then the famous VNH- Very Nice Hand!
Then some how the Happy face :)
Then before you knew it she introduces him to all of us and we are nice and say hi......he is a buddy of a buddy right? WRONG
Well then one day my friend called and say's this guy loves me off and when you ask WHAT ... she tell you they play all the time and talk about life... me - What the hell are you talking about .. See woman forget that the more you tell a guy he will play on it, I'm so unhappy! What why honey? HONEY.... HONEY wow the only one who call's me that is my husband and well I hate him so ty then the BABE word comes on !
This is how the romance starts then you ask well have you told him you are married and they say YES OMG SO IS HE!!!!!!
At this point... you think ok what the hell is going on? Then the conversation goes from bad to real bad..... She added him on to face book and BANG see what people don't understand is that is all your information of your life is on that page and HELLO your family!!! Now he knew everything about her... yup
Question: if you meet a stranger on the street would you give him your wallet and the address of your work and the names of your kids and sister?
Answer: HELL NO
So why would you tell someone who could be a killer??? You have no idea who this person is!!!
I have a problem with this HUGE! But have you ever tried to tell a friend something and they just don't get it?
Well this is where it all changes and the truth came out...
They were talking on the phone every day: and they talk all the time but there is one major twist
SHE IS MARRIED HE IS MARRIED AND SHE HAS NO INTENTIONS OF LEAVING HER HUSBAN >>>>>>
Well guess what he did! Yup he told his wife everything..... So he says LOL
ME I don't believe this crap in a million years >>> NOT AT ALL
But she does and now she freaks out ... OMG I love him and he did this for me ... what do I do this is a bull shit question --- we all know she does not want an answer she loves all the drama and the feeling that someone loves her again ..... And what about his wife well she heard only one side HIS! And I don't think that when his wife married him she thought to herself this is the man that will cheat on me after 20 years of marriage with some internet whore!!
Well after only one day he told her that he went back home because he realized that he will loose everything his kids his home and most of all Money!
Well I always thought there is no price for true happiness?
Question: If your man or woman came to you and told you that they loved someone else and you kiss there ass out would you let them back in the house
My Answer: HELL NO I would pull a waiting to exhale on that mother Fucker!
Well I would think that anyone would or at least hope ….. Well not his wife! Yah right!
Well this went on for a little longer and then the big wave he wrights her and says good bye! (What a real man that is like breaking up with someone in a text or on a post it)
Well let’s just say it was not a good bye ….. And then bang a new profile with a cartoon pick and a different name! Yes you got it another story
This time his wife hacked his computer and logged in to his face book page and sow the one on one personal message that they had been sending to each other and now she knew everything about my friend and that is why he had the fake profile! OMG
And then the BIGGER BANG - He called wrote her to call him right away …. This time he told her that his wife planted and tape recorder in his truck and taped all the phone conversations (WOW this woman should work for the FBI)
In my mind this guy has watched one to many movies …
Need less to say his wife still let him stay at the house and gave him another chance
(COME ON YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT A WIFE GOSE TO ALL THIS TROUBLE AND LETS HIM STAY)
Anyway this story is never ending since this phone call tape and the tell the truth and the countless good bye messages this is still not over and is going to the next step they have arranged for a meet ! Yes they are going to see each other for the first time OH so sorry the newer story is that he left his computer on under his new name and forgot to log off and his wife threw him out of the house …………….
Final thought ……
This is the crazies’ thing I have ever heard of in my life!
In 32 years I never thought this really goes on …. This is like a bad love movie.
I have always been told that if you cheat with a man who is married and he leaves her for you …… What makes you think he won’t do the same thing to you!!!!
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
LIFE YOUR OWN LIFE
There is always more to the story.....
That line in life is true in so many different ways... We have all said or done something that we wish we could do over right?
funny thing is I have always told people that I have no regrets but the truth is I have lots but I call them learning experiences (Madonna thought me that) yes we are have regrets ... it may be we did not travel, you gained weight, should of saved more, spent more time with a love one before it was too late..... This is called life and as people would say we only have one!
But do we? .... I don’t think that is correct at all, see if you think in that mind frame of only one life and you don’t have a good one you put yourself out in the word for disappointment this is not your fault …. And only you can change it! RIGHT
Now if you have a good life that hey what the hell – you love life and want nothing to ever be changed right?
So what if you never get a chance to be your own person or make decisions based on what other people want you to do? Or you make it on your own as a way to be free ………..
Question: Who is the boss of you?
Answer: YOU!
But let’s say that you were brought up in a life that put the weight of the world on you and everyone wanted you to be the adult ….. You grow up fast, you take on way to much, and when you see an opportunity to let it out it becomes an addiction. That is why Face book is such an addiction to most people it is a way for … People who got married young to feel sexy , Hot , Flirt, in control and most of all to live there life without hurting the people that expect too much from them …. See it is hard to hurt someone that you don’t know and can never disappoint and you can share your personal details with and they don’t have an option because they one know what you want them to. And that way they can never set you up to disappoint you and if they leave you well who cares there is always that buddy request at a different table!
So let’s say you get married young and you never get to live you twenties having fun , getting drunk ,sex with a hot guy after one date , never getting to know what you like in bed or partying unit the sun comes up, going away with girlfriends , ( this makes me sad) I have done them all and way more LOL . I did them because I believed that when I’m 30-40-50-60 I want to know that I had fun!
And when I meet the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with I would know because I kissed way too many frogs …. And guess what I did! And that is the one part of my life that I have no regrets and I’m glad I did not meet him sooner BECAUSE I WAS NOT READY ! ME YES IT IS ALL ABOUT ME! AND THAT IS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE FOR EVEYONE. Look we fight hard, we stress hard, but we love even harder that is something he thought me – the old me would of ran ….. But if you never fall down you will never make it back up and Face book is not the answer my suggestion is make a life list you know like a bucket list …
Exp
1. Party till I puke
2. Do something that I would never do ( jump out of a plain)
3. Go to Miami for spring break – who cares if you’re in your thirties party hard everyone is drunk
4. Make love for 9-10 hours
5. Some a joint and watch porn!
6. Dance around the house naked with all the blinds open.
I know you think I’m nuts but try it …… I believe that you should never say NO try log off of face book and live your live …. I think we should all PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR AND POUND LIKE A PORN STAR!
ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ….. WHAT IS STOPPING YOU … WE ARE NOT OUR PARENTS!!!!
AND THE WORLD WILL LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
That line in life is true in so many different ways... We have all said or done something that we wish we could do over right?
funny thing is I have always told people that I have no regrets but the truth is I have lots but I call them learning experiences (Madonna thought me that) yes we are have regrets ... it may be we did not travel, you gained weight, should of saved more, spent more time with a love one before it was too late..... This is called life and as people would say we only have one!
But do we? .... I don’t think that is correct at all, see if you think in that mind frame of only one life and you don’t have a good one you put yourself out in the word for disappointment this is not your fault …. And only you can change it! RIGHT
Now if you have a good life that hey what the hell – you love life and want nothing to ever be changed right?
So what if you never get a chance to be your own person or make decisions based on what other people want you to do? Or you make it on your own as a way to be free ………..
Question: Who is the boss of you?
Answer: YOU!
But let’s say that you were brought up in a life that put the weight of the world on you and everyone wanted you to be the adult ….. You grow up fast, you take on way to much, and when you see an opportunity to let it out it becomes an addiction. That is why Face book is such an addiction to most people it is a way for … People who got married young to feel sexy , Hot , Flirt, in control and most of all to live there life without hurting the people that expect too much from them …. See it is hard to hurt someone that you don’t know and can never disappoint and you can share your personal details with and they don’t have an option because they one know what you want them to. And that way they can never set you up to disappoint you and if they leave you well who cares there is always that buddy request at a different table!
So let’s say you get married young and you never get to live you twenties having fun , getting drunk ,sex with a hot guy after one date , never getting to know what you like in bed or partying unit the sun comes up, going away with girlfriends , ( this makes me sad) I have done them all and way more LOL . I did them because I believed that when I’m 30-40-50-60 I want to know that I had fun!
And when I meet the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with I would know because I kissed way too many frogs …. And guess what I did! And that is the one part of my life that I have no regrets and I’m glad I did not meet him sooner BECAUSE I WAS NOT READY ! ME YES IT IS ALL ABOUT ME! AND THAT IS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE FOR EVEYONE. Look we fight hard, we stress hard, but we love even harder that is something he thought me – the old me would of ran ….. But if you never fall down you will never make it back up and Face book is not the answer my suggestion is make a life list you know like a bucket list …
Exp
1. Party till I puke
2. Do something that I would never do ( jump out of a plain)
3. Go to Miami for spring break – who cares if you’re in your thirties party hard everyone is drunk
4. Make love for 9-10 hours
5. Some a joint and watch porn!
6. Dance around the house naked with all the blinds open.
I know you think I’m nuts but try it …… I believe that you should never say NO try log off of face book and live your live …. I think we should all PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR AND POUND LIKE A PORN STAR!
ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT ….. WHAT IS STOPPING YOU … WE ARE NOT OUR PARENTS!!!!
AND THE WORLD WILL LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
Monday, April 19, 2010
Reality May Bite.... But the truth hurts more !
All my life I have heard that the truth will set you free! Positive thinking will pave the way for good this to happen!
Woman:
Well the truth is yes the truth will set you free but at what cost and who will you hurt? I think that woman think about this much more than me for sure, Woman have no problems asking for help or crying for no reason... or biting your tongue for the sake of hurting someone else even if it makes you look like hummm let me see what I have been called ..... Bitch, slut, whore, home wrecker, the worst person ever born, lire well on that note: I think you get it!
Men:
Who cares what will happen? let it come out I’m not saying anything or maybe they do but in a different way example: You see your buddies wife out with another man: way they come out with it - he buddy I was a XYZ the other night and I saw you wife and it was a mad house O looked for you and could not find you man (this leaves the window open for the question to come to him that way he is free)
They then get called a Buddy, Friend and a good guy!
This is also the case when it comes to Sex!
As all of you know woman are Slut's and men are Stud’s!
Ok yes this will lead to what this is about...........
I had to do one of the hardest this ever and I'm not that good at it ... Look I’m out spoken as they come hey look at this blog lol..... I had to tell someone the truth about the person they were becoming over this stupid world of Poker......
I knew there was more to the problem than just the cards that were being dealt at the table ...... it was about the cards they were dealt with in life...... I could hear the change and watched the change but how do you bring it up and get to the root of why this was happening? As a woman you are made with the DR Phil Jean: "I deserve the truth and I will not take any lies and do not try to Bullshit me because I will call you out on your crap"
Truth I'm not Dr Phil!
The problem is I'm not the only one I have heard of this before I think it should have a name let’s call it a face book intervention!
This happens allot more than people realize see what do you do when you have a friend the hides and run from the truth? Me I try to tell it like it even though it hurts.... How do you know you have a friend that lives in this world well here are the clues?
1. Everything they say is about face book or people that they have never met.
2. They talk about poker like it is real money (if it was I'm cashing out)
3. They never talk about the real word.
4. They call and don't talk because they are talking to you on the chat box at the poker table.
5. You tell them stories about other people on fackbook and they throw stones at them.
They need help and love... Because they need to know that this is a problem and you are there not across the table but just a phone call away.... this has happen to me like I said ... this one time a friend was so in to a guy that fed her all these stories about how bad his life is and how unhappy he was that she started to live in his world.... and had no idea what was happening in her own life ,,,, This is one of the biggest problems for men and woman because they need to feel that connect with another person and fell that this is what it should feel like as I have said time and time again ...... WAKE UP THIS IS NOT REAL LIFE......
And what happens when it becomes your all? You start to give up on the life you have been leading for what 30+ years because someone tells you how unhappy you are and how you need so much more and they are looking out for you...... As he is telling you his kids are in the car waiting to go to school......
If the shoes was on the other foot and you had no idea that your other half was on Face book talking to another woman and telling her everything you longed to hear, how would you feel?
The truth is the truth SUCKS right but it does not have to ...... you have someone in the world that cares that much to stand losing everything just for you because they care..... Yes your mad and don't see the problem.... That is why they call it a problem RIGHT?
Final / Thought......
IF HE HAS KIDS AND A WIFE AND THEY HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS AND THERE IS NO LOVE IT IS UP TO YOU TO ASK????? WELL WHY THIS PERSON NOT LEFT AND WHAT HAS MAKES ME SOOOO WONDERFUL THAT I CAN CHANGE HIM AND MAKE HIM LEAVE?
ANSWER: YOUR NOT AND CHANCES ARE THEY ARE FULL OF SHIT ....AND ANYONE WHO USES THERE KIDS AS AN ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION.... SHOULD NOT HAVE KIDS BECAUSE THEY WILL GROW UP AND KNOW THE TRUTH AND YOU NEVER WANT THAT TRUTH TO BE YOU......... XO
Woman:
Well the truth is yes the truth will set you free but at what cost and who will you hurt? I think that woman think about this much more than me for sure, Woman have no problems asking for help or crying for no reason... or biting your tongue for the sake of hurting someone else even if it makes you look like hummm let me see what I have been called ..... Bitch, slut, whore, home wrecker, the worst person ever born, lire well on that note: I think you get it!
Men:
Who cares what will happen? let it come out I’m not saying anything or maybe they do but in a different way example: You see your buddies wife out with another man: way they come out with it - he buddy I was a XYZ the other night and I saw you wife and it was a mad house O looked for you and could not find you man (this leaves the window open for the question to come to him that way he is free)
They then get called a Buddy, Friend and a good guy!
This is also the case when it comes to Sex!
As all of you know woman are Slut's and men are Stud’s!
Ok yes this will lead to what this is about...........
I had to do one of the hardest this ever and I'm not that good at it ... Look I’m out spoken as they come hey look at this blog lol..... I had to tell someone the truth about the person they were becoming over this stupid world of Poker......
I knew there was more to the problem than just the cards that were being dealt at the table ...... it was about the cards they were dealt with in life...... I could hear the change and watched the change but how do you bring it up and get to the root of why this was happening? As a woman you are made with the DR Phil Jean: "I deserve the truth and I will not take any lies and do not try to Bullshit me because I will call you out on your crap"
Truth I'm not Dr Phil!
The problem is I'm not the only one I have heard of this before I think it should have a name let’s call it a face book intervention!
This happens allot more than people realize see what do you do when you have a friend the hides and run from the truth? Me I try to tell it like it even though it hurts.... How do you know you have a friend that lives in this world well here are the clues?
1. Everything they say is about face book or people that they have never met.
2. They talk about poker like it is real money (if it was I'm cashing out)
3. They never talk about the real word.
4. They call and don't talk because they are talking to you on the chat box at the poker table.
5. You tell them stories about other people on fackbook and they throw stones at them.
They need help and love... Because they need to know that this is a problem and you are there not across the table but just a phone call away.... this has happen to me like I said ... this one time a friend was so in to a guy that fed her all these stories about how bad his life is and how unhappy he was that she started to live in his world.... and had no idea what was happening in her own life ,,,, This is one of the biggest problems for men and woman because they need to feel that connect with another person and fell that this is what it should feel like as I have said time and time again ...... WAKE UP THIS IS NOT REAL LIFE......
And what happens when it becomes your all? You start to give up on the life you have been leading for what 30+ years because someone tells you how unhappy you are and how you need so much more and they are looking out for you...... As he is telling you his kids are in the car waiting to go to school......
If the shoes was on the other foot and you had no idea that your other half was on Face book talking to another woman and telling her everything you longed to hear, how would you feel?
The truth is the truth SUCKS right but it does not have to ...... you have someone in the world that cares that much to stand losing everything just for you because they care..... Yes your mad and don't see the problem.... That is why they call it a problem RIGHT?
Final / Thought......
IF HE HAS KIDS AND A WIFE AND THEY HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS AND THERE IS NO LOVE IT IS UP TO YOU TO ASK????? WELL WHY THIS PERSON NOT LEFT AND WHAT HAS MAKES ME SOOOO WONDERFUL THAT I CAN CHANGE HIM AND MAKE HIM LEAVE?
ANSWER: YOUR NOT AND CHANCES ARE THEY ARE FULL OF SHIT ....AND ANYONE WHO USES THERE KIDS AS AN ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION.... SHOULD NOT HAVE KIDS BECAUSE THEY WILL GROW UP AND KNOW THE TRUTH AND YOU NEVER WANT THAT TRUTH TO BE YOU......... XO
Sunday, April 18, 2010
IS THE GRASS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE?
What Happens when life SUCK'S and you have no where to go and when you have no one to turn too?
Question: what would you give up for the chance at true love and happiness?
My answer: EVERYTHING
Question: What do you do when it all goes wrong?
My Answer: I don’t have one (Imagine That)
Well I have to give credit to all the men and woman who have picked there selves up and dusted them selves off and started over AGAIN!!!!!
This is a true hart felt story that I truly understand and have heard over and over again......... BUT WHY?
What happen to the old story of > boy meets girl and a girl meets boy....
Oh yah the internet and most of all a green felt table and a profile pitcher that makes you melt.... And the fact that you are single and looking for a new start, as I said it starts with one word HELLO ... and you want to type look guy I’m and fucken mess and I've been on an anti-depressant, and my real life is falling apart ......And I have a ex husband who makes me sick and I feel like I’m pushing my kids away and they hate me! But after all of this if you still want to say hello then so be it... But heaven for bid if you should like a real person Right? Instead you type >Hello MR Big and before you can hit send he has asked how are you? And that is when for the first time in a long time someone asked and really meant it! Then you keep playing and then he keeps it going.
> Big> Where are you from?
>Carrie> Hell (come on you know that is what you want to say but you type ... New York!
>Big> WOW I’m Australia!!
> Carrie > wow that is wonderful
.....BUDDY REQUEST IS SENT AND YOU ACCEPT ......SO IT BEGINS........
As Carrie looks at his profile picture she thinks wow he is not bad :)
The ends and she goes to bed after all the chat and she thins to herself ... wow that was fun! And you never give it a second thought....
(Right)
WRONG (lol) YUP THAT IS RIGHT THIS BOY GOT TO YOU!!!!
After playing for a couple of months every time you long on you get the POP up MR Big sent to an invite to join his table....... Then the Question ... Carrie add me to face Book.... Her things??? Then what the hell he is a good guy and I'm single why not ... (Oh boy look Out)
This is when it starts to build... And then she gets a little like go out Meg Ryan (YOU GO MAIL)
The messages start and things get way pass Hello:
He starts to open up to her.... and then it is her turn....
The truth... And as she types it start's to feel real and as she sees her words on the page it hits her (omg this is my life)
BUT MR BIG DOES NOT CARE AND HE MAKE HER BELIVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK... IM HEAR ... the words she has not heard in so long and it feels good then the poker world stops and We eventually exchange msn addresses, then get into skype together. Before I know it, we're spending about 6 hours a day online together, talking on skype the whole time.
>Omg this is so real this and it feels so right and what we have online seems almost magical. He's my best friend, and I'm his. We understand each other like nobody else does. We 'fall in love.'
__________________________________________________________________________
ME:
There is nothing wrong with this feeling as long as you understand that UN like face book you can’t delete them and you can't block him..... When your hart is open it feels so right......
___________________________________________________________________________
SO Carrie jumped with both feet so much so because her finances were going down the drain, and she was about to lose her house.... then her life changed (Take a breath)
THE JUMP....
Her ex-husband buys her house and possessions from me. MR Big and I make plans to move to Florida together, leaving her kids with their dad. In my mind, this is the best thing for everybody.
I can't wait to meet MR BIG in person. After all, we're both head over heels in love with each other. (Right)
Well she picks him up at the airport, and there weren't exactly sparks.
___________
Time OUT:
You should always trust your gut... there is nothing better then a Womans intuission........
THE BUBBLE BURST...
We continue with our plans, neither one of us saying a word about the lack of chemistry.
After spending nearly 4 months together, we ended up not getting married (which we had planned on doing so he could stay). We have some good times, lots of boring times and a few not so good times. He ends up going back to Australia. I ended up moving back home, except now she does not have a home so she ends up staying with her parents.
The End Right..... WRONG you have to understand that she has so many things to keep her going.... She never forgot who she is and how much it takes to do what she did.... The truth is at least she gave it a shot and that take so much......
So I was thinking about how to end her story but the truth is I see it as a new start.... hears is why.....
The man she thought she was in love with she can now see is a total tool (watching his fb page).
A big part of me is now empty. Did I ever actually love him? Or was I in love with the fantasy? Either way, my life is no longer the same, or she feel’s left alone to pick up the pieces and move forward on her own.
One good thing did come of the move though - she got off the anti-depressant and started feeling again instead of living numb. Knowing what I do now, I'd do things so different and still have everything I had before.
Her End.......
So hear is the point
1. A woman will only live in a dream for so long.
2. A woman will always believe in love.....
3. A woman knows what she has to do to SURVIVE........
I FEEL THAT THIS IS WHERE YOU START TO LAY YOUR OWN GREENER GRASSING....
Again a man would do this a look at this as a fun time and never give it a second thought.....
As a woman we want to die and call it a day...... But remind yourself I know he is still out there, He just has not found me yet :)
Question: what would you give up for the chance at true love and happiness?
My answer: EVERYTHING
Question: What do you do when it all goes wrong?
My Answer: I don’t have one (Imagine That)
Well I have to give credit to all the men and woman who have picked there selves up and dusted them selves off and started over AGAIN!!!!!
This is a true hart felt story that I truly understand and have heard over and over again......... BUT WHY?
What happen to the old story of > boy meets girl and a girl meets boy....
Oh yah the internet and most of all a green felt table and a profile pitcher that makes you melt.... And the fact that you are single and looking for a new start, as I said it starts with one word HELLO ... and you want to type look guy I’m and fucken mess and I've been on an anti-depressant, and my real life is falling apart ......And I have a ex husband who makes me sick and I feel like I’m pushing my kids away and they hate me! But after all of this if you still want to say hello then so be it... But heaven for bid if you should like a real person Right? Instead you type >Hello MR Big and before you can hit send he has asked how are you? And that is when for the first time in a long time someone asked and really meant it! Then you keep playing and then he keeps it going.
> Big> Where are you from?
>Carrie> Hell (come on you know that is what you want to say but you type ... New York!
>Big> WOW I’m Australia!!
> Carrie > wow that is wonderful
.....BUDDY REQUEST IS SENT AND YOU ACCEPT ......SO IT BEGINS........
As Carrie looks at his profile picture she thinks wow he is not bad :)
The ends and she goes to bed after all the chat and she thins to herself ... wow that was fun! And you never give it a second thought....
(Right)
WRONG (lol) YUP THAT IS RIGHT THIS BOY GOT TO YOU!!!!
After playing for a couple of months every time you long on you get the POP up MR Big sent to an invite to join his table....... Then the Question ... Carrie add me to face Book.... Her things??? Then what the hell he is a good guy and I'm single why not ... (Oh boy look Out)
This is when it starts to build... And then she gets a little like go out Meg Ryan (YOU GO MAIL)
The messages start and things get way pass Hello:
He starts to open up to her.... and then it is her turn....
The truth... And as she types it start's to feel real and as she sees her words on the page it hits her (omg this is my life)
BUT MR BIG DOES NOT CARE AND HE MAKE HER BELIVE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK... IM HEAR ... the words she has not heard in so long and it feels good then the poker world stops and We eventually exchange msn addresses, then get into skype together. Before I know it, we're spending about 6 hours a day online together, talking on skype the whole time.
>Omg this is so real this and it feels so right and what we have online seems almost magical. He's my best friend, and I'm his. We understand each other like nobody else does. We 'fall in love.'
__________________________________________________________________________
ME:
There is nothing wrong with this feeling as long as you understand that UN like face book you can’t delete them and you can't block him..... When your hart is open it feels so right......
___________________________________________________________________________
SO Carrie jumped with both feet so much so because her finances were going down the drain, and she was about to lose her house.... then her life changed (Take a breath)
THE JUMP....
Her ex-husband buys her house and possessions from me. MR Big and I make plans to move to Florida together, leaving her kids with their dad. In my mind, this is the best thing for everybody.
I can't wait to meet MR BIG in person. After all, we're both head over heels in love with each other. (Right)
Well she picks him up at the airport, and there weren't exactly sparks.
___________
Time OUT:
You should always trust your gut... there is nothing better then a Womans intuission........
THE BUBBLE BURST...
We continue with our plans, neither one of us saying a word about the lack of chemistry.
After spending nearly 4 months together, we ended up not getting married (which we had planned on doing so he could stay). We have some good times, lots of boring times and a few not so good times. He ends up going back to Australia. I ended up moving back home, except now she does not have a home so she ends up staying with her parents.
The End Right..... WRONG you have to understand that she has so many things to keep her going.... She never forgot who she is and how much it takes to do what she did.... The truth is at least she gave it a shot and that take so much......
So I was thinking about how to end her story but the truth is I see it as a new start.... hears is why.....
The man she thought she was in love with she can now see is a total tool (watching his fb page).
A big part of me is now empty. Did I ever actually love him? Or was I in love with the fantasy? Either way, my life is no longer the same, or she feel’s left alone to pick up the pieces and move forward on her own.
One good thing did come of the move though - she got off the anti-depressant and started feeling again instead of living numb. Knowing what I do now, I'd do things so different and still have everything I had before.
Her End.......
So hear is the point
1. A woman will only live in a dream for so long.
2. A woman will always believe in love.....
3. A woman knows what she has to do to SURVIVE........
I FEEL THAT THIS IS WHERE YOU START TO LAY YOUR OWN GREENER GRASSING....
Again a man would do this a look at this as a fun time and never give it a second thought.....
As a woman we want to die and call it a day...... But remind yourself I know he is still out there, He just has not found me yet :)
Friday, April 16, 2010
The Fake Fairy Tale !!!!
Have you ever thought about the first time you fell in love??
Yes the romance the kissing the all night phone calls! Yup and of course the SEX!!! OMG that first time do you know how good that feels and then the honey moon BANG OVER! Yup the book came to it end and you realize that all the stuff you were told was FAKE!!!
Yes Fake but..... on face book it never has to end the fairy tale no matter how much you tell your friends that it is all crap they some how hold on to what they think might be well the CINDERELLA story ... and if you have never met well why no right ? Yup that is the whole reason behind the Face Book romance.....
So your not happy and have had a bad day and you home life is a mess and then after all that you get on the computer.... you have already book marked face book and double clicked to open the page and type your email and then your password and BANG .... You are home yup the world of make believe. You get all the free chips and then you hit PLAY POKER and then you look at the live list and you see him the MR Right you have always dreamed of..... Yup your hart stops and you look around at the real life you lead and smile because there he is.....
Your prince and then you see it "Hello Hun" ...."How was your day" WOW someone who cares you thinks to your self yup I love Him/Her....
True:
So I have a friend her whole life is such a mess she hates her life her husband and ever since Mr. X life has never been the same, because she feels this is the love she has been waiting for.... and over the next what 6 months you fall so in love with the idea of there being somone out in the world that gets you realy understand you and that makes you feel alive. Well this is a little trickier they are both married yup WOW what a secret both has kids and a real life..... then at some point the calls started (Oh boy) this is real now right then the story's I love you and life with out you well will never be the same then ... IM LEAVING MY WIFE ...OMG ....but funny thing she had no interest in leaving her husband! What would Cinderella think....? Snow white you there lol at this point I would say eat that Dam apple LOL.....
Question: Do you for one moment believe that Mr. X said anything?
Well jump a head now and guess what he is still with his wife and she with her husband and OH yes the fake account LOL yup he said the wife knows all and she is looking for this woman.... COME ON EAT THAT APPLE ALREADY!!!!
All I’m saying is the dream will always be a dream right?
But the truth is it will all be the same at the end, He will on the couch or the computer and you will never stop thinking who is he talking too? What have I done yup all you did was trade in an old dog for a new one and then dream ends and there you are looking for that missing piece again! That is why that dream is so much better on Face book he will never be there in real life but you will always have a MR X one click away
Yes the romance the kissing the all night phone calls! Yup and of course the SEX!!! OMG that first time do you know how good that feels and then the honey moon BANG OVER! Yup the book came to it end and you realize that all the stuff you were told was FAKE!!!
Yes Fake but..... on face book it never has to end the fairy tale no matter how much you tell your friends that it is all crap they some how hold on to what they think might be well the CINDERELLA story ... and if you have never met well why no right ? Yup that is the whole reason behind the Face Book romance.....
So your not happy and have had a bad day and you home life is a mess and then after all that you get on the computer.... you have already book marked face book and double clicked to open the page and type your email and then your password and BANG .... You are home yup the world of make believe. You get all the free chips and then you hit PLAY POKER and then you look at the live list and you see him the MR Right you have always dreamed of..... Yup your hart stops and you look around at the real life you lead and smile because there he is.....
Your prince and then you see it "Hello Hun" ...."How was your day" WOW someone who cares you thinks to your self yup I love Him/Her....
True:
So I have a friend her whole life is such a mess she hates her life her husband and ever since Mr. X life has never been the same, because she feels this is the love she has been waiting for.... and over the next what 6 months you fall so in love with the idea of there being somone out in the world that gets you realy understand you and that makes you feel alive. Well this is a little trickier they are both married yup WOW what a secret both has kids and a real life..... then at some point the calls started (Oh boy) this is real now right then the story's I love you and life with out you well will never be the same then ... IM LEAVING MY WIFE ...OMG ....but funny thing she had no interest in leaving her husband! What would Cinderella think....? Snow white you there lol at this point I would say eat that Dam apple LOL.....
Question: Do you for one moment believe that Mr. X said anything?
Well jump a head now and guess what he is still with his wife and she with her husband and OH yes the fake account LOL yup he said the wife knows all and she is looking for this woman.... COME ON EAT THAT APPLE ALREADY!!!!
All I’m saying is the dream will always be a dream right?
But the truth is it will all be the same at the end, He will on the couch or the computer and you will never stop thinking who is he talking too? What have I done yup all you did was trade in an old dog for a new one and then dream ends and there you are looking for that missing piece again! That is why that dream is so much better on Face book he will never be there in real life but you will always have a MR X one click away
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
The hours Spent on Face Book ?
Question: how long do you Spend on the computer? How long do you spend on face book?
I ask these question because they are very different, if you are on the computer looking up stuff that may peek your interest or your doing school work, finding out information to prove someone wrong this is what the world of computers are for!
The face book hours:
ok so you have all the fancy stuff updates to your cell; you can comment from you phone and live notifications that someone wrote on your wall or want s to be your friend and if it is your birthday well those things just go NUTS !!!!!!! Yes people love you?
but all that a side - you’re at home or work and you long on to take care of your Farm , Fish ,Island, Mafia wars, Cafe world ,Pet ville ,and POKER !
wow that is a full time job ... Funny story the first time i even heard of Farm ville was from Dr Phil who had a daughter on the show who wrote in about her mother who was always on the computer and did not cook, help her kids with homework or speak to her kids when she was on the Farm, now when Dr Phil asked what are you doing? She said she was taking care of her animals and her trees and helping out others.....
Funny thing was her family got none of that from her.... yes this is a problem!
When you hear stuff like this you pass judgment right away as you turn to look from your computer.... Funny right?
No it is not ... or how about the people who are posting stuff on face book and the other person in their life has no idea because they do not know how it works? Exp... Video diary's, Music videos, Harts messages, and one on one comments ... THIS TAKES TIME!!!! And the poker world well well....
you log in to get the free chips from buddy’s... you then have to press the play poker to see who might be on playing and what are they doing and I have to say hello .... Ok one quick hand then another... Then another ... you get where is going right? well the one thing is this is not 6pm at night NO this is 5:00 am and the next time you check the clock ... 7am and you already have said hello to the man that follows you everywhere and the friends from other parts of the world (time change) yup that is right 2 hours in front of a box that takes all the world’s problems a way.... Oh I forgot what if the world poker commission logs on to recruit a new player and OMG you’re not on?
Look I get it and yes I’m guilty of it ! But I know when to stop and I know that there is no chip cash out so I can take my money and go home.... and I understand about not wanting to deal with things at home because it is just too hard. But if you ever took a walk outside and saw people walking around or take a look at your partners face after 4 hours of play and the only words you say is OMG I just won a million + chips and he looks at you like you are crazy loon ...... Guess what you need to log off and take a good look around.... Because chances are you have killed your own little farm at home or in poker terms.... YOU FOLDED A ROYAL FLUSH LOL
I ask these question because they are very different, if you are on the computer looking up stuff that may peek your interest or your doing school work, finding out information to prove someone wrong this is what the world of computers are for!
The face book hours:
ok so you have all the fancy stuff updates to your cell; you can comment from you phone and live notifications that someone wrote on your wall or want s to be your friend and if it is your birthday well those things just go NUTS !!!!!!! Yes people love you?
but all that a side - you’re at home or work and you long on to take care of your Farm , Fish ,Island, Mafia wars, Cafe world ,Pet ville ,and POKER !
wow that is a full time job ... Funny story the first time i even heard of Farm ville was from Dr Phil who had a daughter on the show who wrote in about her mother who was always on the computer and did not cook, help her kids with homework or speak to her kids when she was on the Farm, now when Dr Phil asked what are you doing? She said she was taking care of her animals and her trees and helping out others.....
Funny thing was her family got none of that from her.... yes this is a problem!
When you hear stuff like this you pass judgment right away as you turn to look from your computer.... Funny right?
No it is not ... or how about the people who are posting stuff on face book and the other person in their life has no idea because they do not know how it works? Exp... Video diary's, Music videos, Harts messages, and one on one comments ... THIS TAKES TIME!!!! And the poker world well well....
you log in to get the free chips from buddy’s... you then have to press the play poker to see who might be on playing and what are they doing and I have to say hello .... Ok one quick hand then another... Then another ... you get where is going right? well the one thing is this is not 6pm at night NO this is 5:00 am and the next time you check the clock ... 7am and you already have said hello to the man that follows you everywhere and the friends from other parts of the world (time change) yup that is right 2 hours in front of a box that takes all the world’s problems a way.... Oh I forgot what if the world poker commission logs on to recruit a new player and OMG you’re not on?
Look I get it and yes I’m guilty of it ! But I know when to stop and I know that there is no chip cash out so I can take my money and go home.... and I understand about not wanting to deal with things at home because it is just too hard. But if you ever took a walk outside and saw people walking around or take a look at your partners face after 4 hours of play and the only words you say is OMG I just won a million + chips and he looks at you like you are crazy loon ...... Guess what you need to log off and take a good look around.... Because chances are you have killed your own little farm at home or in poker terms.... YOU FOLDED A ROYAL FLUSH LOL
Monday, April 12, 2010
The Married ones
Ok so what do you get when you have married men and woman who are not happy at home and who feel like they are nothing all on one site and start to get the attention that they have longed for? you guessed it Facebook ! well let me tell you , so you put a pic up on line of lets say you about 5-10 years agao and you look hot ! But not 5-10 years later and BANG 10*20 extra added to your fram right ? true story so you can control the way people look at you and make them think that you are so hot and young full of life and when somone asks that million doller question ARE YOU MARRIED? you think well .......... then the person types ? enter as you watch the screen hopeing that know one you knows shows up you type the first lie NO enter, Well that is how this all starts ,,,, I tryed to show my friends an example I put a pitc of Kim Kardashin as my profile pic and went and sat at a table to play poker well with in 5 sec all these wonderful comment started to pop up Hello Tammy, How are you , you are so hot , where are you from, LMFAO ! all my friends werre at the table as well ..... then the question came up what do you do for a living ? as i had my friends on a side chat I told them to watch this !!! I told these men that I a surgent and work long hours and was so tired ....... then i told them I was a nurse and that i lived in LA ........ See look OMG i said this is not real life !!!!! Point is I can be who I want say what I want and someone from the UK , Texas, or where ever they may be and dose not know the diffrence ...... and if i was un happy and down on myself we ll hey if a guy him on me I would be all over that RIGHT ? And the men well they do the same thing let me tell you !
I had this guy tell me to follow him to a room and wow was I suprised there was no players at the table just us and was not looking for a Royal Flush ! OMG so was intresed on how this worked so i went along, i asked point blank ARE YOU MARRIED ? his answer NO (lol) then he went on
(Guy)- I think of you all the time.
(me) so do i
Guy - ok so i know we are far but do you think that we will ever meet --- true Tammy plz i need to know you make me sooooo Happy
ME - Yah sure but slow down
....... AER YOU KIDDING ME .............
SO one day I was so intrested in this man that i went to look for him ( when you send chips you see the persons last name and are able to see there profile) and guess what I found him alright !
* hi I Mr X and I'm married to the love of my life and and have 5 wonderful children and just had a brand new Baby boy this past 09 and im a worker and in the minds ? ( he told me he did tatoos )
etc - you get this right?
***** So not married... LIE
***** 6 Kids WHAT ?
***** Sole Matte ****
who does that are you that stupid that you think you cant be found - think again hello this is 2010 .... google is our best friend. you can find anything on it HELLO or should i say anyone!!!!
So my point is ..... you can be anyone you want , you can look the way you want .... but all in all can you still look at yourself once you log off ?
I had this guy tell me to follow him to a room and wow was I suprised there was no players at the table just us and was not looking for a Royal Flush ! OMG so was intresed on how this worked so i went along, i asked point blank ARE YOU MARRIED ? his answer NO (lol) then he went on
(Guy)- I think of you all the time.
(me) so do i
Guy - ok so i know we are far but do you think that we will ever meet --- true Tammy plz i need to know you make me sooooo Happy
ME - Yah sure but slow down
....... AER YOU KIDDING ME .............
SO one day I was so intrested in this man that i went to look for him ( when you send chips you see the persons last name and are able to see there profile) and guess what I found him alright !
* hi I Mr X and I'm married to the love of my life and and have 5 wonderful children and just had a brand new Baby boy this past 09 and im a worker and in the minds ? ( he told me he did tatoos )
etc - you get this right?
***** So not married... LIE
***** 6 Kids WHAT ?
***** Sole Matte ****
who does that are you that stupid that you think you cant be found - think again hello this is 2010 .... google is our best friend. you can find anything on it HELLO or should i say anyone!!!!
So my point is ..... you can be anyone you want , you can look the way you want .... but all in all can you still look at yourself once you log off ?
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Hello World :
So this is my first blog and I have decided to do this because I have way to many real story's about the biggest web site of our time. Did you know that people meet people fall in love and have never met ? did you know that people have left there partners for a fairy tale? or how a bout people that are so addicted that they stay up for hours and do not even spend time with there family's. I thought it might be a good life learning tool for people who have someone that is always on the computer ! And you can't forget all the games on face book that bring people from all over the world to the same table yes Poker, Farmville, Mafia wars etc......
Yes you have no idea what goes on when you are waiting for good cards !
everything you will read are yes true story's ! I look forward to hearing what you have to say and I hope this many help you if you have someone in your life that well just can't shut the computer off @ anytime of the day .........
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